Masao Abe (阿部 正雄, 1915 – 2006): Horizontal eyes, vertical nose.
Trying to grasp one’s self from the outside
may be likened metaphorically to a snake trying to swallow its own tail. When
the snake bites its tail, it makes a circle. And the more it tries to swallow
its tail, the smaller that circle becomes. When the snake carries this effort
to swallow its own tail to its final conclusion, the circle turns into a small
dot, until finally it must disappear into emptiness. In more concrete terms,
the snake must die through its effort. As long as the human self tries to take
hold of itself through self-consciousness (out of which feelings of inferiority,
superiority, etc. develop), the human ego-self falls into an ever-deepening
dilemma. At the extreme end of this dilemma, the ego can no longer support
itself and must collapse into emptiness. When the attempt of self-consciousness
to grasp itself is pressed to its ultimate conclusion, the human ego must die. The
realization of no-self is a necessity for the human ego. Some individuals only
come to realize the necessity of confronting this dilemma on their deathbed.
Others may existentially intuit the need for resolving this dilemma while still
quite young, and thus embark on a religious quest. In any event, the
realization of no-self is a “must” for the human ego. We must realize that
there is no unchanging, eternal self.
In order to realize emptiness or suchness it
is essential to face this dilemma and break through it. This realization of
emptiness is a liberation from that dilemma which is existentially rooted in
human consciousness. Awakening to emptiness, which is disclosed through the
death of the ego, one realizes one’s “suchness.” This is because the realization
of suchness is the positive aspect of the realization of emptiness.
In this realization you are no longer separated
from yourself, but are just yourself. No more, no less. There is no gap between
you and yourself; you become you. When you realize your own suchness, you
realize the suchness of everything at once. A pine tree appears in its
suchness. Bamboo manifests itself in its suchness. Dogs and cats appear in
their suchness as well. A dog is really a dog. No more, no less. A cat is
really a cat. No more, no less. Everything is realized in its distinctiveness.
Then for the first time you understand the
familiar Zen phrases: “Willows are green, flowers are red,” or “The eyes are
horizontal, the nose is vertical.” Trees, birds, fish, dogs or cats – from the
beginning they always enjoy their suchness. Only man has lost that suchness. He
is in ignorance. Therefore he does not know the reality of human life and
becomes attached to this life and fears death. But when ignorance is realized
for what it is through the realization of no-self, one may waken to “suchness,”
in which everything is realized in its uniqueness and particularity.
The above is an extract from the excellent
book ‘The Buddha Eye’ edited by Frederick Franck, published by World Wisdom. Abe
Masao was an author & professor of religious studies in both Japan &
America, and was a close associate of D.T. Suzuki.
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